Sunday, October 7, 2012.

I think its going to be quite a long post. im just too bored eventhough O level is coming soon in like 2 weeks

:( and worst still im going to graduate in a few more days that means im not going to be able to meet my friends anymore:(

This was taken during my Birthday. Eventhough i made wishes on that special day, I realized that it didnt turn out right instead it turn out bad damn bad.

Let me introduce to some of my crazy friends i had.The laughter they brought to me just couldnt be replaced .The crazy time we had during our science practical session will never be forgotten. Its great having everyone by my side cus there is never a moment where i felt sad.

This is the malay version of girls I had! They are all crazy I have to say! Always there to turn me high and crazy like the song "your my smoke to my high". Laughter will always with me whenever Im with my friends and its kinda relaxing cus I never had to think about what gonna happened when im sad cus i know that i had all these crazy friends around me .

So long people ! Im gonna share you my smile I had always ! <3 p="p">

I dont know what happened to you. At one time you replied my text friendly and crazily but at some points you replied back as if you never want to text me. I seriously never could understand people like you. Are you like treating me like a replacement ? Please think I have feelings too. I tend to think about you by not hurting you but did you even think? Let me help you answer NEVER! It always seems that you texted me is because you never had anyone to text with and you turn to me. Well I let me tell you something KARMA is hitting on you back bro! Im not cursing you but thats what you get when you get too complacent. You tend to only look at girls that had only looks and never ever try looking at the personality, Im not saying that I have a good personality but when you get rejected by all those girls dont you agree with me. It will never always goes like what you want. You have to work hard to gain it. I decided that I will never start the conversation again unless its a emergency. I try to live without you eventhough i know i cant but I have to follow what my hearts say and its telling me to give up on you cus you are never worth for it.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012.

Hola! im so bored!!! im done with my maths and im so lazy! ohya! please pray for my Malay result soon !! A2 would just make me happy please god. I put my everything when i do that paper so now its up to you to decide :) pleaseee :( recently i have been in a bad mood because of stupid things that have been going on my mind. wonder how im going to face them soon.

You could change people life but not change the fact you hurt the others while changing that person.

Tuesday, August 14, 2012.

Happy Belated Birthday To MY HONEY XELENA TOH AND LIM MING RUI!

Happy 17th to MYSELF!! MUAHAHA!

Have a blast sweet 17 with all my loves ones! Shall upload photo of my love ones soon :) Fasting was laright but going back to Indonesia for Hari Raya is a drag! Especially when my cousin aka my enemies is not there with me! It will be a very bored trip back but i doubt it since ahmaa asked me what i want for my birthday present and when i said "a car or a bike" she spontaneously answered "I'LL CONSIDERED" haha! but of course I wont ask her for that when Im there lar! like so bad like that ! And my grandmother relative must seriously stop thinking of not celebrating my hari raya just because we have chinese blood. It aint going to stop us bro:)

Giving you to someone else might be the best choice I do. But the fact that I cant get over you because you are someone that once were close to me. But sadly I have to say stop to my heart . Good luck to yyou and MYSELF! <3 font="font">

Thursday, July 26, 2012.

Hola people!!! Im back :*

My Birthday is COMING like soon!! abit excited but at the same time i wish i got more time! :( im here thanks to twitter! its acting like a dont know what lar! saw the shock of life when i open twitter! a tweet that could make everyone thinks differently but i sure its aznita! HAHA MISS THAT CUTIE SO MUCH! day here is getting very very hot every day especially when im fasting! well its testing my patience but i remain calm! so cool of me right? hahahahaha

Dont keep me hanging on

Tuesday, July 10, 2012.

I'll be right here always.......

I have been under stress for all this time. I know it sounds impossible but it is eh! Somehow I miss my OMOM alot! Miss those old times and one less man loving me. I'm always be here always praying for you<3 my studies had gone down the drain now! And how am I supposed to go to my Marine course with my F9 science! hehe ! Wonder who still reads my blog now! ;D

Never make me feel like you wanted me and then you flush me down!

Sunday, June 17, 2012.

It's been a very very long time.

I just lost the most precious uncle cum daddy. Loosing him made me realized alot of things. Looking at him suffering when he is sick, makes my heart just break into broken pieces. The one that taught me racing had gone not for awhile but forever. Always sacrificing for me and doing everything for me for the past 17 years of my life wont be forgotten just like that. I really didnt know what to write anymore , but I hope that god accept you by his side. I love you Om.

Sunday, July 31, 2011.

Hey babes :D Im back :) Sorry for not updating .
My sweet sixteen is here in a week :) Im not celebrating it though. I seriously have to concentrate on my studies and nothing else. After that we have 3 months to enjoy. I already prepare to work for 2 months and IM GOING TO BALI WITH NINI :) GOING CLUB ALL NIGHT!! now, i have not seen my JC guy for a month already :(

Baby,can we do what we use to do? I really miss those times when we hug and whisper to each other how much we treasure each other but now all that is just memories.