I dont know what I should do. I'm stresss with everything I do now. I'm gonna start training on Tuesday and thursday. It is with the C boys. But it's ok . Ivan promise me alot of thing. Hope he remember it if not I'm gonna kill him with my own hands!! I have quit my personal training with my dad and the idiot people I have train with.. Thanks all to coach Foo . Dad isn't supporting e i y basketball due to some small problem. But of course the rest of my family+my god family are supporting me. I can't buy new basketball shoes so I have to wear the last 2 years shoes with a hole on the toe . But it was my good luck shoes though. I'm thinking whether to buy my chinese new year clothes or the NIKE or AND1 shoes. It is killing ME!!. I'm not sure how to juggle my basketball ,art club and many more. I hope my cliques wont misunderstands me when I spend time with my basketball boys or maybe there is another girls. But I think they are going to teach me skills and I'm going to try my best . I'm not going back to Indonesia to celebrate my chinese new tear that means that I'm gonna collect a few ang pow:( aye I should sped my chinese new year with Bee and Aysha. My boys have not called me since 1 week . I wonder how are they :(