Saturday, March 13, 2010.

In a relationship there's up and down. We didn't know when it will happened and how it is going to be. Sometimes I feel like giving up when I was with you. I can't stand the quarreling we have. It's been more than a week. There's nothing I could do to make it right, so tell me. I know that I ended it abruptly. But the misunderstanding you have were totally different than yours. But sadly to tell you, I have overcome it less then a week. I can't believe we fought about my health problems. I have to tell you that if I tell you I'm strong, it do really means I can do it. Even I don have my old friends to cheer me up, my new clique are willing to sacrifice their time for me. But are you willing to? You have been busy with your studies and just e-mail me once a month from oversea. I didn't expect much from you. Visiting me wasn't the MUST thing. I knew you need to study and get what you want. But if the relationship is getting further , it wont last long due to me and you . Our parents might know each other, but I think we not. There's nothing I could think off right now except for the time we use to be together. I think it was about 6 month ago when we were lovely and crazy with each other. But when you fly, everything changes.