Thursday, March 24, 2011.

Im in school right now:) so there is no picture:(
Just gonna write what I think about right now.

Dear God,
Would you listen to me again? Why isnt I feeling like last year. My cheerful and hyper life has change into a moody and my tantrum isnt controlable. Recently when I watch the Bigbang show, I feel that I met the guy I like the most. I know it sounds very imaginary but there is only you I can rely on for a miracle to happend in my life. I know I have been imagining all those stuff since I was small. You may think I'm crazy but this is what my hearts say. I have gained all those weights again and I want to loose it badly. I know you told me to loose for myself and not for other people. I have been trying but there is no result maybe I must try harder. The one I like isnt there for me when Im down so I think it is best to be with you. You always shower me with your encouraging words and story . I know I'm studying hard , but I think I have been matured with my thinking? I dont know god seriously. I know you would listen to my prayer and wishes every 24 hour. And for this year, my 16th birthday is in August, I want a later present from you. For this year I want only 3 wish. 1. I want to pass my N-level. 2. I want my family to be happy and we could take a vacation together. 3. To be meet my idol like CHOI MINHO, T.O.P. I know you never give gift for free. You sure ask me to work hard and get it by myself and nothing come, if you never work hard for it. I promise you to wrok hard but what about my 3rd wish? How can I make it come true?
Thankyou for listening to me god:)

Your's Truly,
CTEA:D